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tv

My mom picked up a new TV for my cousin

our semi-new BBQ

I'm rich

the food I wanted...

When I had COVID and was locked away this was the food that I wanted most:

morning recess for the pets

Lately I have to take the pets out early in the morning for recess because it's too hot during the daytime now.

the worst part of waking up....

My lovely mother.... God bless her heart... Purchases decaf coffee and zero sugar coffee creamer...ugh... horrible 

I often wake up with really severe migraines..

Caffeine in the form of a nice cup of coffee usually helps me... Along with some Advil migraine and Tylenol....

But when I have decaf coffee and zero sugar creamer...dkfkckskfofkajf

'A Man Called Otto' blah

 1.1 out of 5

Journal Entry - June 27, 2022

Today, I had the opportunity to watch the film, "A Man Called Otto," starring actor Tom Hanks. Having heard positive buzz surrounding the movie, I was excited to see how it would unfold. Unfortunately, my experience was far from satisfying, and I found myself thoroughly disappointed.

Based on the Swedish film "A Man Called Ove,", this American adaptation seemed to fall flat in comparison. It lacked the depth and emotional resonance that made the original so captivating. As the story unfolded, I couldn't help but feel that the film remained stuck at a surface level, failing to delve into the intricacies of its characters and themes.

Tom Hanks, known for his remarkable acting skills, portrayed the titular character, Otto, but even his talent couldn't salvage the film's shortcomings. The character felt two-dimensional and lacked the complexity that would have made him more relatable and compelling. I couldn't help but compare Hanks' performance to Rolf Lassgård's in the original film, and unfortunately, Hanks fell short in capturing the essence of Ove's depth and inner struggles.

One of the film's central themes revolved around the concept of suicidality, but it failed to explore the topic with the nuance it deserved. Rather than delving into the profound complexities of the character's internal battles, "A Man Called Otto" seemed content to skim the surface, presenting a rather shallow portrayal of such a serious and sensitive subject matter. It missed an opportunity to shed light on the underlying reasons and the emotional journey that often accompanies such struggles.

Regrettably, I must admit that this film felt like a wasted endeavor. As I reflect on the time I spent watching it, I can't help but feel disappointed and somewhat cheated. It lacked the emotional impact and depth that I expected, given the subject matter and the talent involved. It pains me to say that "A Man Called Otto" failed to live up to its potential, leaving me yearning for the depth and authenticity of the original Swedish version.

In the end, this film reminded me that even with an accomplished cast and a compelling source material, success is not guaranteed. It serves as a stark reminder that remakes don't always capture the essence of the original and that some stories are better left untouched. I can only hope that future adaptations learn from the shortcomings of "A Man Called Otto" and strive for a more profound exploration of their characters and themes.

As a film enthusiast, I'm reminded that not every cinematic experience will leave a lasting impression. Sometimes, despite our excitement and high expectations, we encounter disappointments that make us question the time we invest in our passion. However, this setback will not deter me from seeking out other captivating films that challenge, inspire, and move me in the future.

Closer (2004)

 Journal Entry: June 26, 2023

3.8/5 stars

Today, I decided to revisit the film "Closer" starring Jude Law, Natalie Portman, Clive Owen and Julia Roberts. It's a movie I had watched a few times in the past, but somehow, it had never quite stuck in my memory. Little did I know that this viewing would shed light on why that was the case. As the credits rolled, I found myself captivated yet again by its complexity and the intricate web of duplicity that entangled the characters.

"Closer" is an emotionally charged drama that delves deep into the complexities of relationships and the blurred boundaries of love and desire. The film follows the lives of four individuals: Dan (played by Jude Law), Alice (portrayed by Natalie Portman), Anna (played by Julia Roberts), and Larry (played by Clive Owen). Through a series of chance encounters and intricate relationships, the characters become intertwined in a web of love, betrayal, and deceit.

As I watched the film unfold, I was struck by the incredible performances of the cast. Jude Law's portrayal of Dan, a conflicted writer torn between his longing for both Alice and Anna, was truly remarkable. Natalie Portman's portrayal of Alice, a free-spirited and enigmatic young woman, brought a sense of vulnerability and rawness to the character. Julia Roberts, as Anna, exuded a quiet strength and complexity that added another layer to the narrative. Each actor brought their A-game to the screen, immersing me in the emotional turmoil of their characters.

The film's intricate plot, however, made it challenging to fully grasp and absorb during my previous viewings. The constant shifting dynamics between the characters, the lies, and the painful revelations created a sense of unease and left me with a lingering feeling of disquiet. Perhaps that's why I never truly stored the film in my memory. It's not an easy watch, but it's undeniably thought-provoking.

Reflecting on my experience with "Closer," I can't help but admire the film's exploration of the complexities of human relationships. It peels back the layers of our desires, our insecurities, and our capacity for manipulation. It exposes the fragility of love and how easily it can be shattered by lies and deceit. It forces us to question our own motives and actions, leaving us wondering if we are any different from the characters on the screen.

While "Closer" may not be a film I revisit often due to its challenging nature, I appreciate its unflinching portrayal of the human condition. It serves as a reminder that love and relationships are never simple, that duplicity can be found even in the deepest connections. It's a film that lingers in the mind long after the credits roll, challenging us to examine our own experiences and understanding of love.

As I close this journal entry, I can't help but ponder the intricacies of human relationships and the lasting impact of a film like "Closer." It may not have embedded itself in my memory before, but now I understand why. It's a film that demands contemplation and introspection, leaving an indelible mark on one's thoughts and emotions. And for that, I am grateful for the opportunity to revisit this complex masterpiece.

HORMEL Dried Beef & Cream Cheese

Why i love the Ferengi

bff

They are looking at me like "why haven't you fed us breakfast yet" haha

snow cone

My brother got me a snow-cone machine for my birthday!! Thank you! I love it!!!

Mrs Doubtfire deleted scenes

new laptop 💻

💻💻💻

June 22, 2023

Dear Journal,

Today has been a remarkable day filled with excitement and joy. I couldn't wait to share the news about my boyfriend Tristan finally getting a new laptop after a decade of struggling with outdated technology. It's incredible how something as simple as a computer can make such a significant impact on someone's life.

Tristan has been a trooper, persevering through countless moments of frustration with his old, sluggish machine. So when the opportunity arose for him to upgrade to a new laptop, I knew it was the perfect chance to bring him into the modern era of computing. I couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation as we headed to the electronics store this morning.

We spent some time browsing through the selection, carefully considering all the options. Ultimately, we decided on a sleek and powerful laptop that perfectly suited Tristan's needs. The moment we made the purchase, I could see the excitement in his eyes, mirroring my own.

Once we arrived back home, Tristan wasted no time unboxing his new device. It was a pleasure to witness his face light up with childlike delight as he powered it on for the first time. The speed and efficiency of the new laptop were a stark contrast to his previous one, and I could sense his relief as he realized the possibilities that lay before him.

One of the things that made this laptop particularly special was its operating system – the Chrome OS. Tristan, while not particularly tech-savvy, has always been open to learning new things. The simplicity of the Chrome OS was a perfect fit for him. He didn't have to worry about complex settings or a steep learning curve. It was intuitive, user-friendly, and designed for effortless navigation.

As Tristan explored the new laptop, he quickly adapted to its features. The Chrome OS provided a seamless experience, allowing him to browse the internet, send emails, and use various applications with ease. It was heartwarming to witness him effortlessly embrace this new chapter in his digital life.

With his newfound computing power, Tristan can now pursue his passions, explore new interests, and connect with the world in ways he couldn't before. From pursuing online courses to diving into creative projects, the possibilities seem endless. I'm excited to see him embark on this journey and witness the growth and fulfillment it will bring.

Today has been a day of transformation for Tristan, a moment where outdated limitations were shed, and a world of opportunities was unveiled. I'm grateful to have been a part of this milestone, and I can't wait to see what the future holds for him and his new laptop.

Until next time,

GATES MCFADDEN:.. Love this woman

soulmate

Without him...my life is nothing.

educated in Vegas

MGM Grand elementary

salad

best breakfast 🍳

My brother took me out for breakfast yesterday morning at this place called 'the farm' It was inside Aliante casino.. The food was so delicious and it was really cool because a robot delivered our food!! 

I wish I would have taken pictures of this robot! If I go back there, which I definitely will, I'll take more pictures of these little robot waiters!! 🤖

What I Learned as a Satmar Hasidic Girl

ai poem on atheism

 In a world untouched by divine decree,

Where reason reigns and minds are free,

There blooms a thought, bold and bright,

A steadfast stance in the absence of light.

Atheism, a quest for truth unfurled,

With skepticism as its guiding pearl,

No gods, no myths, no celestial strings,

Embracing the wonder that science brings.

In the realm of reason, it takes its stand,

On the shoulders of knowledge, it expands,

Questioning dogmas, shedding the veil,

Seeking understanding, lest beliefs derail.

No prayers whispered to the distant skies,

No idols revered with fervent cries,

Atheism's anthem sings of human worth,

Valuing life and this transient earth.

With eyes unclouded by religious lore,

Minds aflame with curiosity's core,

Embracing ethics that are born of care,

For fellow beings, in this world we share.

In the absence of gods, a moral guide,

For compassion and empathy side by side,

It holds the belief that we forge our fate,

In a world where reason and love resonate.

So let us celebrate the skeptic's creed,

With open hearts and minds, we proceed,

For atheism, in its quest for truth,

Brings clarity, resilience, and wisdom's fruit.

In a world diverse, where thoughts collide,

May understanding and respect coincide,

And let us walk, with unity in stride,

For in our differences, humanity's pride.

The Good Place - - More like the Great Place!

 5/5

MADtv Jell o Shots

Mom is addicted to these cheeseburgers

My mom is so addicted to in and out burger.

Journal Entry: Growing Tired of In-N-Out Burger

Today marks another chapter in my culinary journey, and as I put pen to paper, I can't help but express my growing frustration with the seemingly endless rotation of In-N-Out Burger meals in my life. What once was a delightful indulgence has now transformed into a tiresome routine, leaving my taste buds yearning for something new, something different.

Don't get me wrong; In-N-Out Burger serves up a decent cheeseburger, and I used to savor every bite. The initial encounters were filled with excitement and the joy of discovering a fast food gem. But as time passed, and my mom's affinity for this restaurant grew stronger, it feels like we're trapped in a never-ending loop of burgers and fries.

The repetition has taken its toll on my palate. I long for the diverse flavors and textures that the world of cuisine has to offer. There are countless culinary wonders awaiting exploration, yet here I am, confined to the familiar orange and white packaging of In-N-Out Burger.

I yearn for the experience of expanding my horizons, trying new dishes, and embracing the variety that life has to offer. The taste of adventure, the excitement of stepping into uncharted gastronomic territories – these are the sensations I crave. But alas, it seems that every outing ends with a familiar drive-thru visit.

I hope to find a way to communicate my yearning for diversity in our meals. Perhaps we can embark on a culinary adventure together, exploring new restaurants, flavors, and cuisines. Opening ourselves up to the unknown can be both exciting and fulfilling. It would bring a breath of fresh air to our dining experiences and reignite my passion for the exploration of food.

As I reflect on my journey of taste buds that once danced with joy but now endure monotony, I remain optimistic that change is on the horizon. Until then, I will savor the memories of the initial delight In-N-Out Burger brought me, all while eagerly anticipating the day when my palate will once again dance with delight, embracing the vibrant tapestry of flavors beyond those familiar golden arches.

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Something's Not Right In The Good Place | The Good Place | Comedy Bites

my state of mind right now

fireworks 🎆🎇

Tristan and I are getting ready for the Fourth of July party / my birthday, coming up soon!!

🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆

married.

Whenever I have to fill out medical forms now, (My boyfriend really doesn't know this) but I always say that I'm married... And then I think of him, and it makes me happy.

A beautifully cinematic scene - Bette Davis - "Flat Broke" from The Star (1952)

Dinner, Italian - Fridays night

The Room (2003) but only Claudette

100% empathy

Tristan bought me the cutest little pin.. 

Grade A 100% empathy

SATC | Charlotte, Bunny and the Mandarin Child

Tristan's Wife.......but my 2 Husbands XD

 

today

welcome home to your new home in Las Vegas party!

Your not just your memories. you are the memories others have of you.

 Your not just your memories. you are the memories others have of you.

b of a

Journal Entry: June 2, 2023

Today was a bittersweet day for me as I made the difficult decision to close my Bank of America checking account, a relationship that has spanned almost two decades. It's hard to believe that it has come to this point, but the recent change in their account fee structure has left me with no choice but to seek an alternative banking option.

Over the years, I have grown accustomed to the convenience and reliability that Bank of America offered. It became a part of my routine, a trusted companion for all my financial needs. I appreciated their extensive branch network and their online banking services, which made managing my accounts a breeze.

However, the recent introduction of a $12 monthly account fee caught me off guard. It felt like a betrayal, as if the bank had suddenly shifted its focus from serving its customers to maximizing its profits. I understand that businesses need to make money, but the abruptness and lack of consideration for long-standing customers like myself felt disheartening.

Closing my Bank of America checking account wasn't an easy decision. It symbolized the end of an era, a farewell to a relationship that had weathered the ups and downs of my financial life. It also meant severing ties with a bank that I had grown accustomed to and trusted with my money.

With a heavy heart, I began exploring other options, and it led me to Chase. While I don't have any personal grievances with Chase, the transition still feels like a loss. I am faced with the task of adjusting to a new banking environment, building trust with a different institution, and adapting to a fresh set of routines and systems.

In the end, my decision to switch banks was driven by the need to avoid paying a monthly account fee that seemed unfair and unnecessary. While it's true that $12 might not break the bank, it's the principle behind it that bothered me the most. I believe that banking should be a mutually beneficial relationship, where both parties benefit from their association. The new fee structure seemed to disrupt that balance and prioritize profit over customer loyalty.

As I closed my Bank of America checking account, I couldn't help but reflect on the changing nature of the banking industry. The convenience and technological advancements that once drew me to Bank of America are now seemingly overshadowed by profit-driven decisions. It's a reminder that no relationship is immune to change, and loyalty sometimes needs to be redirected for the sake of personal financial well-being.

So here I am, embarking on a new chapter with Chase, hopeful that they will provide the level of service and convenience that I grew accustomed to with Bank of America. While it's certainly a challenging transition, I'm determined to adapt and make the most of this new banking relationship.

Farewell, Bank of America. Thank you for the memories and the years of service. Though our paths may diverge now, I will always cherish the positive experiences we shared.

Goodbye John

 one of the shitty people I had to let go of.