Wednesday, July 26, 2023

broke up but not broken

This is what the AI said to me

I understand how you feel. It's perfectly normal to feel relieved after a breakup, even if you still care about the person. There are a few reasons why you might feel this way:

* You may have been unhappy in the relationship for a while, and the breakup is a relief from the pain and stress.
* You may have been feeling trapped or suffocated in the relationship, and the breakup is a chance to start fresh and be independent.
* You may have been feeling pressured to stay in the relationship, and the breakup is a relief from that pressure.

Whatever the reason, it's important to acknowledge your feelings and allow yourself to feel them. There's no right or wrong way to feel after a breakup.

If you're feeling relieved after your breakup, that's a good sign. It means that you're moving on and starting to heal. Here are a few things you can do to help yourself through this time:

* Allow yourself to grieve. It's okay to feel sad, angry, or confused. Don't try to bottle up your emotions.
* Talk to someone you trust about how you're feeling. This could be a friend, family member, therapist, or anyone else you feel comfortable talking to.
* Take care of yourself. Make sure you're eating healthy, getting enough sleep, and exercising.
* Do things that make you happy. Spend time with loved ones, do activities you enjoy, or just relax and take some time for yourself.

It may take some time to fully heal from your breakup, but remember that you're not alone. Everyone goes through breakups, and you will get through this.

Wednesday, July 19, 2023

Tell me boy

 In the twilight's gentle, golden hue,

Tell me boy, what mysteries do you pursue?

Your eyes, a portal, deep and kind,

See into my soul, the secrets they find.


Like stars that twinkle in the night,

They hold a universe, vast and bright,

With every glance, a story unfolds,

Tell me boy, what your heart beholds.


In your gaze, I find a tender grace,

A safe haven where I can embrace,

The vulnerability I can't control,

You see into my soul, make me whole.


Through laughter's dance and sorrow's toll,

You're the one who makes me feel whole,

Tell me boy, with your sight so keen,

Do you see the love that lies between?


In the tapestry of life, our threads align,

In your eyes, an eternal love I find,

You tell me tales without a word,

Seeing into my soul, your voice unheard.


Tell me boy, as we journey on,

In this adventure, hand in hand, strong,

See into my soul, the love that gleams,

In your eyes, I find my sweetest dreams.

Automats making a return to American dining


i love this

such a good boy

weird ufo uap lights? (North Las Vegas NV)

Saturday, July 15, 2023

very bad day

This morning as I was getting ready to go over to Tristan's house, I dropped a big glass bowl of soup that I made for us. The glass shattered into a thousand pieces both big and small and one of the shards went straight through my thumb...

And this evening mom was eating Carl's Jr. And apparently got food poisoning or something and she was laying on the bathroom floor throwing up everywhere...


Today has just been one of the crappiest days I've had in a long time.

Friday, July 14, 2023

now...

in 2019 - I was lost.. but good...

in 2020 - I was in the worst place psychologically...

in 2021 - I was in hell a frozen cold hell...

in 2022 -  I began to rebuild...

and in 2023 - - I feel so good. 

Tuesday, July 11, 2023

my simple (Americanized version) Greek Tzatziki sauce

The proper way is to use full fat Greek yogurt but I really love using sour cream.. (or a mixture of the two)

Ignore the parmesan cheese in the background but you could definitely add that and it would make it very unique.

A squeeze of lemon juice. Perhaps a tablespoon and some lemon zest would also be a very nice option for this recipe. 

Note: It's important to strain the excess liquid from the cucumber before adding it to the sauce. This can be done by grating the cucumber and squeezing it in a clean kitchen towel or using a fine-mesh sieve. Removing the excess liquid prevents the Tzatziki from becoming watery.
I use my food processor to process the cucumbers and then I salt them in a strainer.

This is one of the most versatile sauces you can make it goes well with every cuisine. 

Additional note: You only have to use about half a packet of the ranch seasoning. If you use the full packet it will be super flavorful.
If you want something less intense, just use half a packet, or three quarters of a packet at most.





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